Trick 's diary : Too many questions,few answers.

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Listening to my last mixtape "wayward lifestyle" and burning some reefer with some purp in my cup...and I'm thinking about life...I've had a good year..dropped a mixtape..done shows...discovered my self....the future is looking bright..I have a couple of things on my mind...so I decided to write.

I don't know who will see this..and if you see this..I hope you see things from my own point of view and well if you don't..bless. If you sit down and think about the affairs of the world there are many unanswered questions...too many of them..many of them will go unanswered maybe because we have been made to believe that we don't need to know the answers or that we aren't smart,enlightened or privileged enough to know the answers. In 1996 Tupac shakur died,in 1997 Christopher "biggie" wallace died. Are you telling me that killers of the most influential hip hop artistes can't be still be found with all the advancements in technology?

If pac and biggie were both politicians, don't u think their killers would have been brought to book? Am I the only one that has asked myself this question or am I speaking for over a billion curious people who asked this question and never bothered to ask because they thought they wouldn't have found the answers anyway.

Nigeria is a country blessed with oil that other developed countries envy, a country with numerous oil wells,a country recognised by OPEC (organisation of petroleum exporting countries) as one of the highest exporters of petroleum. Nigerians have to pay nearly a dollar to buy a litre of oil. Why do we have to pay so much for oil since that is what we are blessed with. Why do we experience strikes every now and then because the government blindly ignores the cries of the people and increases the oil price..doesn't that just show that we have a government that is not for the people.

Why is it allowed for christians to idolize their religious leaders and sometimes even place more importance on them?? Those same people come out to refer to other people as sinners forgetting that they practice idolatry every time...Why did religious leaders become so harsh forgetting that they are here to convert sinners?...Why is it allowed for religious leaders to be so judgmental? And even then in the Bible, Jesus wasn't judgmental to the prostitute. He spoke to the disciples and made this statement, this short but very deep statement; "he without sin should cast the first stone". Why are the religious leaders or christians the first set of people to cast stones..Aren't we all sinners? Aren't we all just learning and growing everyday? Why do they come out and act like they are void of sin? Why? Why did the United states of America wage war against the whole of iraq and killed thousands of innocent people everyday to pay for a crime that a particular organization masterminded? Did the innocent iraqi boy hoping for a bright future attack the World trade center? NO. Did the young iraqi woman on the street awaiting admission into the university contribute to the bombings? NO. Why did thousands of people have to pay for a crime that a group like AL Queda committed? Are we slowly going back to the days of anarchy in the world? some of our parents claim to love us but then are they allowed to force us to be what they want us to be and not what we want to be? Many people want to paint,do music, explore their options, but nah, parents force them to kill their dreams to satisfy theirs. if parents force everybody to be bankers,doctors,architects, who will be the next Van Gogh,dr dre,donatella versace? how will the world be 20 years from now? who will things be? as long as my mary jane stays burning, I'll keep searching for all this answers. I don't want to be another naïve individual waiting for the government or books to provide me answers!


Bless..love..Trick.
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